I can't bring myself to smile
Can't look at the world at a happy way
And no one knows how much it hurts
And no one knows how much heartache it caused.
I cannot look back,I'm tired of running
So tired of hoping,bleeding and crying
Beholder of my heart,wherever you may be
You always stay with me,forever haunting me
Clouded by deep solitude,my eyes are open but I can't see
the truth infront of me
And my tears mixed with a drop of blood
I've been used to the pain I gain..
Soon I'll lose the game,I feel insane
Leave me please;you're breaking me
Don't you know the fact?I've grown weary
I want to get a hold of my breath
Shall I carry on?Or flow together with the river?
I realized my life turned to chaos as I looked at the empty corner
Shall I let my head lead the way?I cannot understand
The songs I listen to seem very sad.